God knows me so well more than anyone.
Mengingat diriku, mengingat keburukan-keburukan yang aku lakukan berulang-ulang. Aku bertanya-tanya sendiri apakah hatiku sudah sedemikian berkarat hingga sulit menerima perubahan yang lebih baik? I dunno what's wrong with myself.
I'm a good liar. Yes i'm.
Sometimes, i pretend to be sick. I think i'm having a psychological illness. Someone who always pretended to be sick when encountering an urgent situation. It's me.
I'm tired of being like this...
No one can help me, only Allah...
